February 23, 2007

~ Randomly...

I found a perfect therapeutic position for the crying me. It's in front of my full length mirror, I sit down, foetal-like, hugging my knees to my chest, resting my chin on my knees. And I stare at myself. Suddenly, I don't feel alone anymore. It's me in my crying company.

I feel more calm after awhile. Not anymore in love with life. But, just more calm.

xxx

Got so hungry, I was starved. Got so starved, I felt like crying. My gastric was hurting and I felt like crying. And I did, after I appeased my gastric.

Starvation leads to depression.

Posted by 杏 cy (Jancy) at 21:46